Fish and Chips Story — The Story of Us

So for some this will have a *special hidden meaning and for others it’s better left unknown. But for the rest of you, i’ve had it. I”m done. Last night at 1 am, 2 am, 3 am and 4 am I was trying to figure out if i left (and yes i mean just hopped in the car, no kids, not husband) whether i would make it further on gas or if Jason would turn off my credit cards. Jason’s response was that I had one credit card in my name, which i reminded him I don’t even think we have a card to that account and I don’t know the passcodes to get into the account anyway. By 5 am I realized that the night was almost over and I couldn’t leave under the darkness of night so i’m stuck here for another day.

Now it’s really not all that bad, but when i get emotional and it’s bad, it’s really really bad. I mean all I can ask myself is “Is this the life I signed up for?”. I’ve decided i’ve tried this life out and I don’t like it so much so i want a new one, with NO KIDS! 🙂